If only I Could Run

Liar Liar pants on fire

2012-02-02T03:36:00.000-08:00

Mass destruction,

Cannot be more than this,

For all walls have shattered,

And into the light i have looked,

I am free,

Would i lie to you baby?

Musical Birds

2012-01-30T03:56:00.000-08:00

I may not be one for change,

Adapting to all of your ways,

Now all defences are down,

Never is far greater than forever,

All that is left for you,

Are my tracks,

I was coloured free,

By the likes of he,

Bright spirit with long hair,

Sent me the whispers,

I saw the death from within,

For you i shall not prevail.

Trophies

2012-01-30T03:53:00.000-08:00

Inspiration,

Give me a little dedication,

Worked hard to earn,

Just let the fire burn,

Past times of sorrow.

Now i am in another hand,

Time goes by and you are so banned,

Change your track,

Never going back,

And that was yesterday.

Strain,

With all the god damned fame,

Know that its true,

In my eye could have been you.

Out of sight out of mind.

The killer

2012-01-27T21:46:00.000-08:00

We feel you creeping,

We feel you come,

You monster of an air con.

We felt your chill,

We felt your breeze,

It was me you tried to freeze.

You tried to kill,

Your power is bold,

You left me oh so cold.

Your button was broken,

I couldnt put up a fight,

Oh air con you do really bite.

The Three

2012-01-26T03:14:00.000-08:00

The 'want to be's' they come,

The 'want to be's' they fight,

But all of their straight talkin,

Dont turn into might.

The treat us with such glares,

Drawing from all such tears,

Though in the dead of night,

We shall awaken in their fears.

Hate to be the word of such great power,

We wish them a sweet hello,

For awaiting me are such fools,

The replies cannot even be bellowed.

When she thought she had won them over,

she was to be atop their tree,

Her crown was knocked right off,

On floor crying she was to be.

There is no time like the present to say,

My feelings that are so deeply true,

On behalf of all light minded men,

Damn you and you and you .

Benedictus Fructose

2012-01-26T03:11:00.000-08:00

He is in the rain,

That quenches all deep thirsts.

He is in the morning rays,

And lays down with the setting sun.

He is in the great wind,

Which guides all wishes to heaven.

He was the glucose,

In the sweet oranges that were passed this season.

Though i can never catch him,

To tell him i care.

I promise you this my child,

His spirit is everywhere.

Winter Days

2012-01-16T04:07:00.000-08:00

you cant predict the future,

Yet you can learn from the past,

Windows through which we perceive each other,

Lay shattered on the ground.

Through the looking glass i see,

A soul so deep in depression,

Who i crave so deeply to be in need,

All but words are heard.

The message recieved was brutual,

Atleast the last hug was balanced,

No mercy to be sent through winter days,

It was wanted to be saved.

I saw you peering my way,

Through the vast crowd of rif raf,

A wave was atleast expected,

Nothing of such gesture came.

From dawn till dusk you linger,

Return to me before dark,

I cannot hate you forever,

Bring the light.

Before things get worse

2012-01-14T05:24:00.000-08:00

When i start to sink,

You swim into my ocean,

Save me from the deep,

And unfamiliar terrain.

We prayed for a little mercy,

One week with words unspoken,

Dont you dare melt away,

I'll hold your head above the sea.

Your number is lying idle,

Much awaiting my acceptance,

But what am i to say?

I'll never gain such returns.

Please try to understand im abstract,

Your methods need to change,

Repel all sadness from within,

Wasted nightmares being miss understood.

Cycles

2012-01-13T20:11:00.000-08:00

To do,

To die,

Chasing papers,

For the good life.

To want,

To hold,

No need for cash,

Just the price of love.

To have had,

To have cried,

All is over,

Time to change.

Put aside my change and love me better.

2012-01-09T03:12:00.000-08:00

The long two winter wait,

Is begining to take its toll,

I am wondering how long,

I have acted like your doll.

Featherlight sleepless nights,

My mind is double taking,

I cannot forget,

All this sorrow you are making.

Second chance revisited,

Say i am to forgive,

Its not like the past two years,

I can take back and relive.

I am not searching for sacrifice,

Just the reason for your demand,

Start showing all your love,

Before the devil inside makes you banned.

Life

2012-01-08T06:24:00.000-08:00

This is not living,

Its exsisting while waiting for the next best alternative,

And if it was to fail to show,

A waste of energy i would be.

If you werent there how can i be blaming you

2012-01-07T20:55:00.000-08:00

Dont say i wasnt there

Damn i was there

And i cared

And i held you hand

Through the fears

Through those tears

You got the shame

when you took the fame

Never ever ever will you ever know

If it wasnt for sorrow you wouldnt be a foe

This could have been you

I observe i never change,

Changing the blame

To those who open enough

You eating them alive

You been feeding on their souls

It isnt right

Its crime

I still want to be some where else.

The Saviour He Shall Tweet

2012-01-02T01:15:00.001-08:00

I know nothing of the huntsmen,

Nor of their tribe,

But among the berry bush,

Merrily shall i hide.

I'll sneak up upon their meetings,

Earwig to all that is said,

Whilst praying to the dear stars,

That i do not end up dead.

I'll crawl through the jungles,

Just to pass the message back,

Though i was to fail,

I'll call upon the dove, Jack.

Fly with the note he shall,

No stops until he has reached your door,

Through snow and all dark storms,

Even through a rough down pour.

Upon arriving he shall great you with a little tweet,

Open is sweet beak and pass on the letter,

In which containes all you need to know,

To prepare you for a war better.

Rituals For The Non-realistic

2012-01-02T01:09:00.000-08:00

Wondering through the years,

Protected by all those fears,

God forbid i turn sour,

Atleast let me taste him for an hour,

Don't go telling all what i did,

I'll start the revolution if you open your lid,

And no i am not used to you,

Turning on me like you do,

Them scars you show them off like a tattoo,

When i try to enter your kingdom its a taboo,

Take all those looks from your face,

Turn it into something beautiful to take my place,

Your not the type i had in mind,

But again love is so blind,

When i need you that heart turns,

Your satistic ideas are starting to burn.

NYE

2012-01-01T00:52:00.000-08:00

Waiting,

Anticipating,

All for the sake of the sinners,

Karma came to you,

Through the depths of your despair,

Telling the truth for all times sake,

Sorry my soul aint so pitifull.

Animals

2011-12-29T23:34:00.000-08:00

To sleep and never wake up,

Relieving myself from this awful dump,

At the point of no return,

I'm starting to ignite and feel the burn,

Your having a big loss,

Cause I wasnt all that you thought i was,

In sync we shall fall down the rabbit hole,

Why do you have a thing for the queens of the pole?

Sweet sips from your bleeding heart,

Swiftly I inhale before the stars part,

From within the darkness came a light,

So we begin our war, my fight,

Cries of terror, Boy let me howl,

To long,on my soul, i let you prowl,

My child, We play like animals.

With All Machines

2011-12-29T22:27:00.000-08:00

Forgiveness you shall seek,

As a fool i pass to you a treat,

Sweeten your temper,

Send you a love letter,

Replies shall never be recovered,

For with me you cannot be bothered.

In the darkness i shall sit with you,

Reciting love lyrics like poets do,

Then align the stars i truley would,

So finding your way back to me you could,

But as stuborn as you are,

You choose to run afar.

To the one much like myself,

Though unlike me, she forces you into bad health,

Deserted you shall end up to be,

As she will set herself free,

Escaping to the different kingdoms come,

Accepting i shall be, However so dumb,

And embrace you with all my soul,

I am the fool that from the angels you stole.

Soul sacrifice

2011-12-27T21:38:00.001-08:00

Been decieved while searching for someone to believe in,

To make of my soul something much bigger,

Let me hear you say the scars we can share,

Being able to trust without some fear,

Catch all the blinding light,

Let me introduce you to my show,

Before you come to notice i lost it all,

With all your haunting,

Prescribe me with those develish pills,

Putting stars into my eyes,

Before the devil is dead,

When i need you,

Your still prevailing,

For i was the hold you hand,

It would only be for our angles sake.

I just forsee us growing apart,

You know that i am never to change,

With everything so inviting,

Sniffing it up till its all enough,

We just ships sailing in the dark,

I'm a different way from where your going.

Mother Nature

2011-12-27T21:32:00.000-08:00

Shadows creep,

So i go to take a peek,

Hair lightly tickles my neck,

While I'm looking for that tiny speek,

That proves deep down,

Through you idiotic crown,

Oh mother nature do you care?

Save me from him if you dare,

Send me secret messages through the leaves.

With him, I kill.

2011-12-27T00:25:00.000-08:00

Fugative,

what you running from?

Don't blame it on Tom.

Killer,

Oh no, Please have some mercy,

For the goodness was in the eyes of Percy.

Angel of death,

Darling you do it for the thrill,

But i really did have a liking for Bill.

Murderer,

Next, oh please let me pick,

So boring to kill was the last one, Dick.

Serial,

The snap of the freshly chopped limb,

The fearful face of Tim.

Copycat,

In him dig in that spike,

I never ever felt sorry for Mike.

Psyco,

Hard work it, a body to carry,

Especially that fatty called Harry.

Congrats

2011-12-24T01:21:00.000-08:00

You call strangers,

Whispering through my walls,

Sending me your blessings,

Hoping a response from your calls.

He didnt bother,
No tears are shed for he,

Who thinks he can leave me all this way,

Changing and rearranging i will be.

So i say boy,

who has no need for his heart,

No revenge will be upon me,

Cause i know with it you shall part.

My Boy Is Like Cocaine

2011-12-19T06:43:00.000-08:00

My boy is like cocaine,
Just crush him to weaken him,
Transformed into gentle pixie dust.

Sniff him up,
All until enough,
pondering for effect.

Rush creeps over,
Seeing stars in light,
We soaring high tonight.

My boy is like cocaine,
Just can't stop,
No care of side effects.

High And Mighty Days

2011-12-17T07:29:00.000-08:00

I used to think the world was a real big place,

Then i saw that look upon her face,

I said 'hey lady where are you from?',

She replied 'deep cold europe',

'Now where is my bong?'.

Where is the bong?

If it wasnt for the fact she had an alright face,

He would never had allowed her in my space,

we live in this world to give a lot of lovin',

So easy until heartbreak comes knockin

Where is the bong?

Eternal love

2011-12-12T06:47:00.000-08:00

Cat flicked eyes,

Making up a disguise,

Sinner for all times sake,

Drinks the rounds to be a fake,

Plucking the flower from the bud,

Deep stinking inside the mud,

By the days of nights getting older,

Less smothering of love and becoming colder.

For more than million years,

Reflection of you in my tears,

Fresh to death,

Sweet breath,

For to be so sour as to call you mine,

Now my soul is paying the fine,

Savour the filthiest part in my mind,

please one and thou shall be kind.

Emily

2011-12-09T21:41:00.000-08:00

For no souls shall know the power of her words,

Nor how her mind flutters like birds,

Younger than me and yet so eager to learn,

She scribbles down her ideas and leaves them to burn,

How can they not see her power and might?

For unlike thee who fears the dark she has no fright,

So as the Noel came to come around,
I looked through the screen and found,

A young girl so pure at heart,

Was attached to her words and could never part,

For she saw the pleasure words had given to me,

Then turned them into something as great as can be.

Keep writing my child i beg of you,

For one day belief in your words shall be true,

When the dark days linger and you feel so dry,

Come to me for rescue one shall not pry,

I shall save you from the evil and sickining ways,

And forsake you to live happier days.

Be Careful With Me

2011-12-09T21:19:00.000-08:00

Becareful with me,

Cause you don't see all i can be,

Blessed be those who ran away,

Escaping to forsee another day,

My little world aint to sweet,

No people to bow at my feet.

Don't you dare come over,

Sitting on my sofa,

Don't bring her over,

No luck from the four leaf clover.

No war was caused by my fingertips,

Nor did we go in for a dip,

Just sad on the sand for hours,

Trying to remember our love powers,

Who asked you to be send to the ground,

All the lies recorded as being profound.

Dont you dare come over,

Sitting on my sofa,

Dont bring her over,

No luck from the four leaf clover.

All this fame but crap into our mind,

We look for hope but never find,

To end up dead and gone,

Without ever knowing where this is from,

So look to the light,

For you my darling it shall be ever bright.

Dont you dare come over,

Sitting on my sofa,

Dont bring her over,

No luck from the four leaf clover.

My Words Above Your Bed

2011-12-08T05:14:00.000-08:00

Giving up to undress,

Feeling mighty high,

let the bad girl out,

Could be the sun stroke,

Or the mighty puffing smoke,

That send you away.

All wear next to nothing,

Wanted to forget,

what happened yesterday,

Words above bed,

Read them out to stay alive,

And you say we are just friends.

Taken all thats possible,

Creating new faces,

Just to stay alive,

If you know what i had,

Hidden behind my back,

Wouldnt you be scared?

I was taken by suprise,

Made up all those gracious lies,

Just to feel the best,

Surrender to the weakest,

Could it be that this year,

I learn to play your game.

For i see you for who you are

2011-11-29T02:52:00.000-08:00

Heart-broken?

One thinks not,

For it is only your pride,

That is hurting.

Walk away?

Not that easy,

When all you have,

Is miles to trek.

Dependance?

Didnt you ever worry,

That my back bone was you,

That i now depend on you.

Liar?

Never to be the loving kind,

What a cheater you have been,

All i can do is to save myself.

Nothing,

For an empty glass,

Cannot soothe the thirts,

After the intake of salt.

Cheers,

To the freedom,

In which you will be tossed away,

No bastard gets me down.

Congratulations?

For having those people,

To show what i deserve,

With all the tickets no longer to sell.

Go ahead,

For my chains have been unlocked,

All wounds healed,

I used to look at you and see possibilites.

Broken and blue

2011-11-29T02:30:00.000-08:00

Never thought of it this far,

Locking up all the doors,

Cause all the dreams where in the dark,

You said i would never loose out.

Relating to your games,

All never ending,

Though desire will always pass through,

And no longer are you sheltered from the truth.

All these words that are left unspoken,

I am supposed to take it so sweetly,

No longer my lasting treasure,

Can i believe the magic of your size?

Slave i am until i am free,

Forever mistaken for a higher graduate,

left to wither long after her escape,

I'll write until never ends.

I am here in my mode,

The only escape i have ever known,

Make my ends meet,

Dont linger if you cant stand it.

Just for a bite,

Seeing all our lovely sites,

For if your looking,

You know i am here broken and blue.

Rising Sun.

2011-11-25T07:27:00.000-08:00

Force cant stop this rain from falling,

Bow to the lords ask for forgivness,

For i am nothing but the bad egg.

Power cant stop gravity,

Just as i couldnt stop the dreams,

Its more of a faith than a need.

So we ask for mercy,

Have a little mercy on my rapped up soul,

You didnt have to go out looking so good.

Broken men from the terror,

Depended hearts long awaited returns,

For i desire to be the face of the rising sun.

You Are So Bitter In Defeat

2011-11-25T07:22:00.000-08:00

Take my hand,

Leave my heart,

For i disabled my fuse,

Put out the deep burning fire,

To bow to your graciousness,

To let you in,

And what i am i to see?

Nothing but the knowing,

The knowing of abandonment,

Just as she had deserted you,

My love you are so bitter in defeat.

What i learnt from indie

2011-11-21T04:01:00.001-08:00

1 word

2 weeks

3 hearts

4 minutes

Dont give me up if you still feel me.

Dont hurt me for my mirror image.

Cloning me wont make you feel better.

I aint no substitute nor am i slave.

We aint in 1944 honey.

Wake up.

Realise.

Its a dog life.

2011-11-19T21:39:00.000-08:00

They say you do not deserve me,

But i got a heart of stone,

No-one can chip or crack it,

And i aint accident prone.

We all understand you meant well,

No longer in my space,

And i left my soul downstairs,

In a dirty crowded place.

You wonder how can i be,

All this time fighting for what wrong,

I say how can you trea me like a dog,

You reply dont wag your tail in excitement.

Thank you Winehouse

2011-11-13T05:51:00.000-08:00

His arms can only insulate her for so long,

She keeps leaving the lights on,

Her mind is busy,

You can see her souls taken,

He sits and ponders what is she running from,

The thief how could he take her heart,

When at first it was mine he stole.

Whatever he said it wasnt about me

2011-11-07T02:50:00.001-08:00

Hiding behind the pole,

Seeking for revenge,

searching for what is left of a soul,

Which has been rolling in the deep.

Open your eyes a little wider child,

For i am only writing free,

If he speaks some more,

To the cleaners we shall go.

Futher you go oh wait no,

He's not in a place to call home,

Didnt i mean to let those words out?

Its just that you looked so good.

Fear thee, hear thee king of breaking hearts,

Cause all he desired was a tart,

So go on and let the river flow,

Crawl back into your hole.

Man, What he did

2011-11-05T08:38:00.000-07:00

Set me free,

One begs of thee,

For you do not realise what you have done.

For when the foul creature closes her door,

ungratefully one opens,

All without permission.

No writing is to liberate me,

Dig my grave for me to go,

For one in confusion of like and love.

On my way to discovering,

All the things that you do,

Are slowing killing me.

In the darkness i will wait

2011-11-04T22:13:00.001-07:00

You got me,

Diving through the ocean,

Swimming in the see,

Trying to be closer to you,

When you dont deserve me.

So when you wake up.

Im the first one on your screen,

Screaming out come and get me,

My soul you could redeem.

Wont go listning to rumours,

They all care what they are all about,

I keep the whispereres whispering,

Cause i know they're full of doubt.

Angels looking down upon me,

Saying girl do what you do,

Cause all the monsters in the closest,

Tonight they wont be saying boo.

Go the heart of the house,

Pray to it for hope,

Cause what they dont know wont hurt them,

Not when they're high on dope.

Little old me was sitting here,

Typeing for you to hear,

And darling when you listen,

I wont have to whisper in your ear.

Infatuation for you,

Its almost killing my mind,

If your looking for a lover,

Boy you know where to find.

Dont need to give my number,

Nor directions to my house,

I'll just wait in the darkness,

As quite as a mouse.

How can you have her heart when its mine you stole?

2011-10-31T04:54:00.000-07:00

Hight voltage,

Sent into a rage,

Spirits got to leave her,

Screaching to the moutain top,

Dancing discos, Body pop,

Giggles, listning to hell

Only the darkness will tell,

Rebel without a warning,

My heart heard you calling,

Never been one to answer,

Your creeping me over like a cancer,

Text all day, Talk all night,

Cupid wont let me win this fight,

Time to let her tears pour down,

Better than the god damn awful frown,

Toxic levels are rising inside,

Dont have anywhere else to hide,

Soar past the slags with divine pride.

Elements

2011-10-31T04:51:00.000-07:00

Earth, wind, fire,

object of my desire,

Ocean, river ,sea,

Happened could it be?

Grit,sand,soil,

To you i will alwyas spoil,

Sail,Swiftly fly,

Spirits lifting up high,

Elements bound together,

To your soul i shall endevour.

Your kinder to animals

2011-10-28T02:32:00.000-07:00

Tell me to palliate,

Only to retaliate,

Rain drops spatter,

Eye lashes flapper,

Done the deed,

Bird you freed.

I wanted to.

2011-10-28T02:30:00.000-07:00

Fools believe,

You decieve,

She departs,

What a tart,

I babysit,

One hell of a pit,

Stole my heart,

Tore it apart,

Tried to love him back,

Don't mean that,

I wanted to .

Now your a stranger

2011-10-27T05:16:00.000-07:00

Cant see from the return,

Keep up with lies that burn,

You didnt have to be so square,

You didnt move my chair,

Still think you got me?

Cant unlock without a key?

Danger danger danger,

Now your a stranger.

Fish swimming in the sea,

Unknown you will be,

Feeling for you cant disapear,

Atleast they aint a fear,

Stop rockin the boat,

Im trying to stay afloat,

Danger danger danger,

Now your a stranger.

Can you win the battle of forces?

2011-10-24T05:39:00.000-07:00

Burning like a fire,

Do even care?

Prophets desires,

Can u even care?

Set myself alight,

Do u feel the heat?

Even creatures feel the fright,

No empathy from he.

Coldness comes before us,

Call up to the angels,

Save me from his cuss,

Will they forsake me.

Swim along the rivers waves,

Save me from drowning?

My path they paved,

He left me there to drown.

Whisperes are to loud,

Yet I'm the devilish one,

Stand so proud,

Wait till you left alone.

Stranger in Meleka

2011-10-23T22:58:00.000-07:00

Got out of this town,
To get you off my mind,
Fell in love with a stranger,
Now i got a thing for danger.

He looked just like you,
With glasses like mine,
And he drank from a single glass,
I couldn't help but pass.

If i could go back,
Turn back the time,
Wouldn't even dear,
It took a stranger to care.

So the time when you need,
Me by your side,
Ill remember the sad you bought,
And from the stranger what i was taught.

more than i could stand

2011-10-18T06:02:00.000-07:00

oh sweet child have mercy,

My soul is getting thirsty,

Need a top up of the toxins.

See the curse on fire,

Let it burn along with the liar,

To regain the pride.

colour kaleidoscope,

Fixed from once broke,

Did you get my desires?

Our history re-born,

Run through bushes like a fawn,

Chasing away the dawn.

Deep along the ridge,

Is my heart as an abondened fridge,

Left so empty in the darkness.

To what you take you got to return,

Before your trapped in an urn,

Cause time wont wait for the needed.

naomi

2011-10-18T05:56:00.000-07:00

Not the heart that kills,

Just the intake of the pills,

That stole you and i ,

Pity does not cry,

She will fail to know,

Though the feelings show,

By the time you realise she's a slag,

She'll be the best you ever had,

All the flags will be waving,

Deprived hearts still craving,

Forever trying to embrace,

You cant fix this mistake,

Yet you the reasons to justify,

With no woman to testify,

You'll wonder on her for years,

Break me down with all your fears,

Its the way you took me apart,

then tried to fix back my heart,

You go back to your sleep,

So she can take you down deep.

lighthouse

2011-10-18T05:52:00.000-07:00

You are not blue as the sky,

Your sunburnt and scorching,

Take it on, One day you will die,

I will be crying by the roadside.

The roses will be layed out,

Brightning up the grey gravel,

Lonley girl, I will be hanging about,

Awaiting your rise from the ground.

Take me with you,

where you go,

so never turns into forever,

Who dares to be alone,

when the angels take you with them.

Wicked Games

2011-10-16T06:07:00.000-07:00

I cant make you a bank,

Spirit of freedom is in me,

I need it all in me,

For tonight only,

Shall i be your little girl,

Set me free,

Do not dare dictate to me,

Or i will be pushed away,

Through the trees,

For i live for rights,

Beating for something,

Bigger and better than you.

Thats my words to you,

Let me love you,

I need confidence,

In my self,

High and mighty,

Doesnt cut it for me,

The stats are on the screen,

Forever was never,

Now is moments,

Your trapped in me,

Like a camera,

I love to watch you sway,

Take me down your road,

Sweet child of mercy.

Full tank to myself,

Forgive and forget,

Easier said and done,

starve i shall have too,

To be accepted,

Your so small,

In the great view of things,

Delete yourself from my heart,

Cause i got the extra 3,

Its too much.

Blocked

2011-10-16T05:33:00.000-07:00

I sacrificed forever,

You took never,

No tsunami,

Nor earthquake,

Can break my heart,

But your words,

Get on my pride,

Let you in,

With no return,

Knocking at my door,

Child you got nothing,

Yet your pit of pride,

So take it all outside.

The stuff that we hear

2011-10-16T02:15:00.000-07:00

I felt to much fame,

That night i was dancing with the devil,

that boy he took away my pain,

And loved me better.

I heard him knocking at my door,

I just had to un-do the bolt,

Darling i told him, do it more,

Break down the barrier.

Then i was wrapped up in his clothes,

And he whispered in my ear,

About all the other whoes,

He had done that previous year.

Then i assumed i was one of them,

Then from his pocket he let out,

A simple fine black pen,

In which on my arm he drew.

On my arm appeared a eye,

He said he had never seen a girl so fine,

Then he made me passionatly cry,

when he said i would have to settle for a kiss.

Change

2011-10-13T07:20:00.000-07:00

There is a time for power,

A time for strength,

The time is now,

To stop before you get too much,

To stop before i am to much.

Why

2011-10-12T05:21:00.001-07:00

Why search for something which causes despair?

Why love when the return is deeply unfair?

Why try to be the best you can be?

Why remain a caged bird when you aim to be free?

Why live a life with disgust and hate?

Why try guessing in the hands of fate?

Why try to re-build the pieces?

Why try to fold out the creases?

Recharge

2011-10-12T05:19:00.000-07:00

A blooming rose,

The cry of crows,

Beating heart,

Sweet cherry tart,

Grizzly bear,

Share and care,

Faith and hope,

Crack and dope,

Science and math,

Enlighten my path,

Tears and fears,

Along with the years,

Broken -hearted,

Single charted,

Pain heals with time,

I am not yet fine.

Summer

2011-10-12T05:15:00.000-07:00

Summer's sunsets take rule,

Summer's loving made me a fool,

For why must you bring the rush?,

Smooth my hair with a gentle brush?,

Ill embrace you, forsake you,

Bring you to be,

My saviour of youth,

Scares on my heart are the proof,

That you used to be mine,

Until the dreaded winter time,

Will you look back at the days and say?,

'For hurting her soul, i should really pay',

I do not look back in anger, say,

We could re-create those summers days.

Mathematics

2011-10-10T01:31:00.000-07:00

Obtuse hearts cry out,

We all linger like lost souls,

For what its worth,

I cried,

The time ticks by,

How can you paint a face?

Every sin you commit,

I shall repent,

My emotions are written,

No space for the restless,

Suffocating the screams,

I cant relate to your tricks child,

I am skimming the page,

Hoping your words appear,

For i am lost in a world of lies,

Lost in a world of your hate,

For what i didn't commit,

I shall not do time,

All souls watching time pass by.

I am you

2011-10-10T01:25:00.000-07:00

I am the stem that holds the leaf,

I am the gums supporting the teeth,

I am the fire which burns in the sun,

I am the lights that switch on when day is done,

I am the pin that keeps stray hairs at bay,

I am the song sung by a bird at day,

I am the tissue that wiped the tears,

I am the angel that took away your fears,

I am the ruler that found the size,

I am the earplug that blocked the cries,

I am the fan which kept you cool,

I am the one who taught you pool,

I am the spirit that watched you softly at night,

I am the saviour that saved you from a bite,

I am the girl who is as lost as can be,

I need your soul to set me free.

I am only dust in the wind.

2011-10-08T23:17:00.000-07:00

Do not act like a mirror,

Do not reflect the rays of my heart,

My attempts just go unnoticed,

Do not take me up high,

Then pressure me to look all the way down,

It took one more drink,

Its a lot to ask me to stay,

Then give me less than everything.

I'll lay you to rest,

Every time you return,

I'll unwillingly open my doors,

All my time for you in vain,

Cause your just diabolical,

You are nor mystic nor god,

Yet i am showcased as your fool.

The words to say to you

2011-10-07T09:19:00.000-07:00

If you do not know a good thing when it comes to you,

Then i am telling you that you are a bag of poo.

For i am not a simple type of girl,

I deserve a big diamond or pearl.

Infatuation

2011-10-02T06:57:00.000-07:00

You are my only escape,

My soul is in pandemonium,

yet i cower when you are present,

So subtle with your words,

Gravity is eliminated,

You are a catalyst,

You transpose to the rhythm of my obsessiveness,

You caused a thwart in time,

We are both words with no hyphen.

Pirate

2011-10-01T23:49:00.000-07:00

Sail your ship across my body,

I will be your waves,

My mind is a map,

Find your way across it,

My heart is the treasure,

Do not lose or break it,

My love is the gold,

Please do not sell it

My hair is your anchor,

Hoist it always,

Sail me far,

Sail me near,

For i will live a pirates life for you.

Monsoon

2011-10-01T23:41:00.000-07:00

There is no other in this heart of mine,

Free me from the arms of a hater,

I hope the pleasure of another is fruitful,

I can only give a fraction of her skill,

Yet can bring your eyes to new sights,

Have mercy on you child.

Blind Fold

2011-09-30T03:22:00.001-07:00

Her lack of maturity has blinded you,

My heart goes out,

It survives on the insults you through,

But when will you learn that she has got you,

Wrapped around her little finger,

Lies,

All because i said it to late.

Koala

2011-09-25T07:12:00.000-07:00

There is a koala that hugs a pole,

Who saw on my arm a big mole,

He irritates me, night and day,

In his blood he will have to pay,

For saying bad things about my eggs,

Could he have been looking up my legs?

So this koala he thinks he is so cool,

But i think he is the silliest fool,

Yet i find him to be my bestest friend,

Though he drives me round the bend.

The three words of dread!

2011-09-24T06:49:00.000-07:00

I could take you to rome,

Compose your heart,

She would take you to bed,

Kill me with a dart.

Strands

2011-09-21T07:21:00.000-07:00

Dessert dunes sweep my life,

Far cry from all things known,

Yet i stand before myself,

Giving into temptation.

Stars bright it the dead of night,

Feed the hunger for him,

For i am the wind that brushed your cheek,

The night the wolf cried.

The last boy of the last name

2011-09-17T06:16:00.000-07:00

Unshaved,

Ruff,

My saviour of thirst,

The act of aspiration causes me to perspire,

Turn me oh turn me,

Into an elder,

For one could not be prouder,

Than to bear the child of one so pure,

The angel in you created my allure,

One shall never ever be the object of your eye,

Only the mother madonna hears my cry.

Enclosed

2011-09-16T04:51:00.000-07:00

The garden of eden has no tuberoses,

But the statue of venus lays and poses,

The sweet sickly smell alive in the dark,

Illuminating to live with the breath of a spark,

For was it a dream that bought me back,

The fear the fright that kept me of track,

That made me grow leap and bounds,

Though i still felt lumbered with the frowns.

For the one i love doesn't know i exist,

Yet why he is so eager to persist?

To make me feel him even make me care,

And produce much stimulus i couldn't bear.

At times i feel abandoned in lost lands,

As if my heart had to be banned,

I am captivated by the inner strength portrayed,

Yet cannot let this evil fade.

Panadol

2011-09-14T05:29:00.000-07:00

Today i am going to kill myself,

because my best friend said i should,

He said she was prettier,

But the ass didnt even look,

If he did he would have noticed,

That i was not that pissed,

And that i look quite pretty,

When i get down and gritty,

So dearest Alex Ng Chun Kiat,

Im going to make you a bet,

The very next time you call me ugly,

Ill make your face super fugly.

Dark Deed of Doom

2011-09-13T06:57:00.000-07:00

I am in a powerless pit,

Pinned down by emotions,

Surrounded by the sinners,

Fate once mattered,

Though one is not the one for who to care,

Detesting but never pleasing,

Do not surrender,

For with no return,

Shall leave one with grieve and filth,

Among the fields of anger and solitude,

For the day god shall come in his glory,

the angles will chant my name,

through the gaps in the summer's breeze.

6th September

2011-09-13T06:53:00.000-07:00

Sometimes for the light to be revealed,

The silver lining must be removed,

Sugar coating turned to sourish disgust,

Covered up lies shone out by the truth,

Fairy-tales brought out revered into horror,

Un-reasonable turns into justifiable,

For to save ones self,

Is the murdering of another.

Retreat

2011-09-01T03:13:00.001-07:00

Its the darkness that is scary,

The darkness thats the killer,

The darkness that makes the lips quiver.

Its the evil that the spooks,

The evil that bring tears,

The evil that creates fears.

Its the spirits that linger,

The spirits that hold no procrastination,

That haunt through out your nation.

Its that boy that made it so real,

The boy without a care for me,

Cause to him innocent i will always be.

Two in One

2011-08-27T08:20:00.000-07:00

A dream is but a dream unless you make it real,

But you cant tempt the devil to make him feel,

You cant trick he who is the trickiest of all,

You cant kick him over of make him fall,

Fill him with despair, beat him to the floor,

Cause he will only find you a constant bore,

The moral of this poem is whatever you do,

You cant kill me or the devil too,

Maybe we're the same you'll never know,

As long as your aware you are the foe.

The D Boy

2011-08-27T08:13:00.000-07:00

The darkness from within cannot control ones mind,

Making the search for tranquility a hard thing to find,

For the ones who ignored me, who played the game,

They shall be destroyed and create no fame,

To play me for a fool, it made them glad,

But the reflection in the mirror perceived them to be bad,

They walk around so boastful in the god forsaken gang,

but the knife by which he shall die is no less sharper than a fang,

stabbed and stabbed until the blood begins to disperse,

Then they will warn the others of their curse,

Don't play around boys don't make me your fool,

For the one who is cool isn't you who thinks your cool.

Deep Depths of Youth

2011-08-25T06:25:00.000-07:00

Children are the greatest asset of a country,

Yet the object of no desire,

Forgotten in the realms of poverty and business,

Some are devoured with sweets and delicacy,

Poisoning?

While others are abused, de-humanized,

crucified?

To the elders you become the king of the throne,

To us, your the thief of youth.

The War of Non-Noblemen

2011-08-25T06:23:00.000-07:00

The starting of a mass demonstration,

To unite the once humble nation,

But lack of communication,

Yet with no procrastination,

They have faith in salvation,

However, with no automation,

The lies spew un-like constipation.

The mighty chose domination,

Left the city in desperation,

For some wholesome vegetation,

But with a good citizen for nomination,

He could win the appreciation,

If it wasn't for the complication,

Of those who died in demonstration.

Vamps

2011-08-17T23:16:00.000-07:00

Wombats you got tokyo into my dreams,

Every night we watch the same crap on the screens,

Excuse me mr if I'm coming off wrong,

Yet it was your idea to use your tongue,

Im just a sheep in your crowd,

Oh mr mr are you proud?,

Don't you think daddy should know,

That it was him who made you go,

Don't blame on your mother,

Or your bone-idle brother,

California? baby are you with me.

Madre

2011-08-17T01:14:00.000-07:00

Might have been a joke,

But you still wrote it,

Might have seemed harmless,

But you still showed it,

Might be nothing,

But you still announced it,

So enough with the deliberating,

cause it only starts persperating,

waste of a heart,

to be given to a tart.

failures to gains

2011-08-16T08:52:00.000-07:00

Tears come with all my fears,

Frown when you see a clown,

Get fat like an over stuffed cat,

Feel glad but also a bit bad,

Try to be clean but feel so mean,

attempting to care feel rough like a bear,

eat to be thin but dont look like a pin.

Drugs

2011-08-16T08:31:00.000-07:00

Where is that nice man?

The one with the white van,

To come and take me away,

I think i took to much,

Cause i feel a rush,

I need some professional help.

I could scream and shout,

And without a doubt,

The nurse would come running to see,

They say drugs can kill,

But it gives me a thrill,

Each time i go to sniff.

Real life i have faded jeans,

When i take it i get good dreams,

But they say i am crazy in the head,

So when i start to go rocking,

My mother comes knocking,

And wonders where i got the coke.

They say drugs have 'beat her',

They say 'dont believe her'

To my parents who worry sick,

So from the cupboard i go to take,

then i realise these drugs are fake,

And start to curse them in my mind.

So i look for my stash,

From my mates birthday bash,

which i hit under my bed,

So by overdose i may die,

And i may live a lie,

But hey it gets rid of you.

darkness

2011-08-16T08:27:00.000-07:00

I am falling,

I am falling in love,

Not hiding or crying,

Or even dyeing,

I am falling and falling,

In love with darkness,

Consume me.

Made my mistakes,

Build up from that,

Watched everything turned inside out,

See through the window,

Been through the door,

But stayed at home,

for the lights weren't on.

biology

2011-08-16T04:12:00.000-07:00

Your messed up from your chromosomes,

To your enzymes,

You had me going around,

Thinking my love is blind,

Your no good for me baby,

Of that im so unsure,

so stop trying to be sweet,

And leave me once more.

super nova

2011-08-16T04:09:00.000-07:00

Stay longer my dear with supernova stars,

Its time to shine,

Its going to rain across the ocean waves,

There is no stopping it,

But take my soul,

And turn it into somethings free,

Cause i am alone once again,

Staring in the deep skies of you eyes.